
what do you see ??
What do you see??? a partially wet sidewalk? the letter “H” ? the letter “I” ? or is this making no sense to you at all??
I have some very random thoughts tonight, and seems like a good night to make that the feature of my update for Day 13. I woke up, attended church (twice mind you) and was determined it was going to be a good day. I had one main thing in mind, and that was a nice and QUIET wintertime walk after church. The temps were perfect, so I could find no reason not to.
1) December 13: I lost the man I idolized 15 years ago today. Sadness began to set in. Always does this time of year. I always thought when the many years passed and I could say “yeah, my dad passed away 15 years ago” that it would seem EASY by then. No. It does not. I miss him. I miss him ALOT. He is still 61 years old to me, and that was too young for a man of such natural wisdom and influence to leave his family. I knew this walk I had planned would be good for my soul today, and it was.
2) More on my walk: I need to do this and on a REGULAR basis. Today was my first day. If you want to know how to pass the time, take an Ipod (although I am not NEARLY that “cool”) I still have what I call a Walkman, and yes my kids laugh when I use that word. What can I say?? anyway, take some music to listen to as well as a camera. I took both and before I knew it, I had walked 3 miles. Walked to the local hardware store, and back home again…..with MANY cool pictures of things I would have never noticed had I been driving. I have a reason for these pictures (see the pic above, it is one of them). I may have a new hobby. I am trying. You may have an idea, you may not. I will reveal it once I get one completed.
3) Calendars: Did you know that there needs to be a calendar of some kind, in EACH room of Care Centers / Nursing Homes? I know this was the case here, as I used to work in one (LONG ago) as an activity director. That takes me back. It was right out of high school!! 27 years ago? I loved that job and got very attached to the residents. I cried when I left to go to Beauty School. Anyway, we went through alot of effort to find one for EVERYONE!!! The thought just came back to me, this many years later. How many calendars can I contribute? My kids and I have sent for FREE ones that are offered this time of year through the internet, and picked up one from the local places they offer. Not like we are taking something we are not suppose to, we just take one that they WANT to give away and will find someone in a center than needs it. Just a thought. Maybe we could all help in this effort. Collect one, or many, and hand deliver them to a staff member. Take it one step further, and find someone there to sit and chat a minute. It might just make their day, and there is not ONE of us that does not have (literally) a few minutes to spare. :)
4) I have felt somewhat Uninspired lately {see #1}. Christmas is hard when the kids get older. Christmas programs are no longer happening with my kids, so I decided to take one in tonight for my nephews little boy. Oh, to see the magic through a LITTLE ones eyes is so heart warming. Imagine how proud they are to see all those people in the crowd to watch THEM!!! It was a darling program, and I am glad I went. My son went along and we had to reminisce of when HE was one of the little 4 year olds performing!!!
5) And lastly. After 4 school SNOW DAYS in a row, plus a weekend following, we are ALL ready to get back on track tomorrow. I love having the kids here, but to be so off schedule is not all fun & games. Sorry, even great mothers are happy to see school IN SESSION sometimes. Tomorrow at 8 am, I will be embracing the quiet clean house, I will be able to keep the kitchen clean, and be able to actually WRAP some gifts without having to hide in the basement. ….and then by 3:30, I will find myself waiting at the door, anxiously awaiting their return. Routine really is a good thing.
Wishing you all a good week ahead. Last full one before the BIG day!!!….